Inkling of Wonder

I am a Calvinist. No, better to say that I am a rabid Calvinist. I am the son of a Calvinist. My spiritual grandfather was the Calvinist’s Calvinist, John Gerstner. When I consider my own theological education, I divide it into three equal parts. First, I was raised by R.C. Sproul. Calvinism not only runs in our blood, but it gave the savor to our soup. It was the spice in our stew. The ghost of John Calvin haunted my home, and for that I give thanks. Second, I studied theology at Reformed Theological Seminary. There, all my professors were required to affirm their commitment to Calvinism as a prerequisite for their employment. Third, as a boy, with the able aid of my pastor, I studied The Westminster Shorter Catechism for Study Groups, by G. I. Williamson. It was there that the pieces fell into place.

When I was in high school, while others were souping up their cars or lining up their dates for Saturday night, I was in my room, reading Calvinists. Yet, if I am honest and consider those men who have most shaped my own thinking, right after my father and John Gerstner, there stands “Jack,” C.S. Lewis. How could such a fervent Calvinist be shaped by someone from the other side?

One might expect that the answer would be Mere Christianity. In that important work from Lewis he lays out the importance of not appending sundry appellations to our Christianity. We ought not be vegetarian-Christians or Libertarian-Christians. We ought instead to be Christians. It’s a sound enough point, as long as we understand the wisdom of Spurgeon, that Calvinism isn’t the icing on the cake of Christianity, but is the substance of it. Still, this isn’t why Lewis, despite not being a Calvinist, has had such a profound influence on me. Truth be told, and while I am loathe to cause this great man to spin in his grave, I love Lewis, despite the painfully obvious truth that he was not a Calvinist, because I am a Calvinist.

The great thing about Calvinism, rightly understood, is not its emphasis on the sovereignty of God. That instead is but a symptom of a previous commitment. Calvinism, as a system, emphasizes the gap between God and man. It is a system of thought that affirms that God is God and that we are merely men. It is a system that seeks always to awaken as many people as possible to the holiness of God.

Somehow, some way, Lewis, escaped becoming a Calvinist, while his life’s work was committed to this great, fundamental Calvinist truth, that God is God and that we are not. The center of his theology was not the sovereignty of God. It was instead, perhaps slightly more at the center of reality, the wonder of God.

Lewis builds an entire world around the wonder of God in his Chronicles of Narnia. There we discover that Aslan is not a tame lion, that he has not only consumed little girls but has consumed whole cities of children. There we witness creation as it truly was, not a marvelous feat of modernist engineering, but the fruit of beauty, the result of a song. There we come to discern the relationship of life on earth, as it is in heaven, as the Pevensies move further up and further in, at the “beginning” of the story.

We are taught the transcendence of God in The Abolition of Man. There we learn, long before any of us were even aware of post-modernism, that the great evil at work behind this world view is false — beauty is not in the eye of the beholder; rather, it is the manifestation of the very character of God. In That Hideous Strength, the final chapter of the Space Trilogy, we see the battle between the seed of the serpent and the seed of the woman as it really is, a battle between officious pettiness masquerading as world-changing power and humble service as the true linchpin of human history.

We find the same principle at work in The Great Divorce, an allegorical tale of the intersection of heaven and hell. There we discover the soft reality that reality is more solid, more substantial than the folly of the world around us. We discern, as we do in The Screwtape Letters, the foolishness of folly, and why and how we always seem to fall for it.

In the end the message is simple enough — God is God, and we are not. We will not enter the kingdom of God until we learn to do so not as theological scientists, but as children. The secret of spiritual maturity, according to Jesus, is learning to be like children. When we come to Narnia, therefore, we do not come as more sophisticated versions of Peter, Susan, Edmund, and Lucy, but as more jaded versions, who must learn from our spiritual betters — children.

Lewis was not a Calvinist, though by God’s grace he is one now. He was instead a grown child who can lead us into the maturity of childhood. He was gifted by God to gift us in this way — he teaches us to be as children, that we might enter into the kingdom of God. He reminds us that God is God and that we are not. He reminds us that our response to this truth ought not to be mere theological speculation, but mere Christianity — crying out to our Father to have mercy on us, miserable sinners, and rejoicing that He has done so in Christ. He reminds us that this is how we move further up and further in.

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Did Jesus die for all? In the Beginning, Yom Again

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Do Calvinists have too low a view of themselves?

Perhaps. It is virtually impossible to have too low a view of ourselves by ourselves. We, all of us who are human, do indeed bear the image of God. Even that, however, is ultimately extrinsic to us. The imago, we need to understand isn’t essential to us in a sense, but is added to us. By ourselves, apart from His grace, we are but dust and rebellion. In His grace, however, He has imposed upon us, stamped upon us, His image. We humans thus have worth, dignity and value, though these are ultimately from without rather than within.

In affirming the total depravity of all men we still affirm that we could always be worse. Total depravity speaks to two lines of our wickedness. First, it affirms the breadth of our sin. There is no part of us untouched by sin. The ravages of the fall are not contained within our wills, and sealed off from our minds. All that we are is depraved. Second, this sin nature leaves us totally unable, in ourselves, to will any good, including the good of repenting and believing. Left to ourselves we will never embrace the work of Christ. Where total depravity stops short is in this- we affirm total depravity in denying utter depravity. We could be worse. The restraining hand of God’s common grace leaves us less wicked than we might otherwise be.

We who believe, of course, came to believe because God the Holy Spirit came to us, unbidden, removed our hearts of stone and gave us new life, a heart of flesh. Out of that prior change we repent and believe, trusting in the finished work of Christ for us. And we are, from there forward, indwelt by the Holy Spirit who is about the business of helping us to grow in grace and wisdom. Is this the place where we Calvinists have too low a view of ourselves?

I would suggest not. First, we can lose sight of the good news, that not only are our sins forgiven, but we are being cleansed from all unrighteousness (James 1:9). We are getting better, which is a wonder and a delight not to be overlooked or diminished. But it is vital even in celebrating our growth in grace, even in affirming the synergistic nature of our sanctification, that we not lose sight of the power of all of this. It starts in the Alpha and ends in the Omega- every good and perfect gift. Second, our improvement needs to be put in perspective. From one vantage point it is shocking and amazing, something to be deeply celebrated. We are made new. It is the spiritual equivalent of landing a man on the moon- awe-inspiring, world changing. But from the eternal vantage point, all our growth is but a few faltering baby steps. We may have landed on the moon but the distance between where we are and where we have to go is the gap between the moon and the sun, of a solar system in a distant galaxy.

We who are called saints, who have been adopted of the Father and loved with an everlasting love, who have been and are being remade have much to give thanks for. We in turn, despite all this, have much to repent for. But in all we have much to rejoice over, for He who has begun a good work in us will carry it through to the day of Christ Jesus (Phil 1:6).

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Dropping Mrs. Maisel & Stranger Things; Matthew’s Headlines

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Lovers (of the World) Gonna Hate

Why, I have to wonder, is the slaughter of the unborn so low on the radar of so many evangelicals? Why do we get our dander up over racism or human trafficking, but not so much over abortion?

Before I seek to offer my perspective on those questions, let’s make one obvious thing perfectly clear. Human trafficking is wicked, vile, nauseating evil. So is racism. It is not my intention to weigh the relative demerits of these wrongs, but rather to explore the disparity in our outrage and involvement.

I suggest two reasons. First, abortion is near, human trafficking far. Now I’m not denying that human trafficking happens here in these United States, or that the murder of the unborn doesn’t happen overseas. The nearness of which I speak is more social than geographic. Evangelicals are far more likely to have procured an abortion (one in six abortions in the US are procured by a professing evangelical) or have a friend who has done so than they are to have been enslaved in prostitution or know someone who has. You might think that the more distant the outrage the less, rather than the more, we would be outraged. The trouble is, because we are sinners, our outrage exists more for ourselves than for the suffering. When the outrage is distant I can feel angry, morally superior, and never have to actually do anything. Distant outrage is the path of least resistance. My dander and self-esteem climb at the same pace.

Which brings us to the second reason. We have no neighbors that stand up for racism or sex trafficking. Indeed they are the ones most loudly objecting to racism and sex trafficking. We are surrounded, however, by neighbors who believe abortion is a virtual sacrament, a holy act of feminine liberation. Moloch is the God our neighbors worship, and they don’t take kindly to us when we speak ill of him. Because racism and sex trafficking truly are evils from a Christian perspective, choosing them as our causis belli doesn’t require us to betray our Lord. And it allows us to stand shoulder to shoulder with our unbelieving neighbors.

In short, with abortion we might be called to action, to do the unpleasant work of actually ministering to our neighbors by calling them to repentance, by going to spiritual war with them. We might have to get involved with the abortion vulnerable, in our neighborhoods and on our campuses. With abortion, in turn, we face the unpleasant prospect of being rejected by our neighbors, thought uncouth, backwards, fundamentalists, even mean spirited.

Fighting the scourge of abortion begins with tearing down our own high places- our worship of comfort and acceptance. Fighting abortion requires us not to look at a news report and judge but to look in the mirror and repent. Lord, give us the grace to love You and to be hated by the world. For the least of these, Your brothers.

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Psalm 29; Our Prodigal Father

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What Now? A Post Roe World

Despite a month long head start in believing/hoping that Roe v. Wade was about to be overturned, it remains a daily shock to wake up to this new world. As others have wisely said, this is not the end, not even the beginning of the end, but maybe the end of the beginning. So what are some things we should be doing in light of this change?

1. Repenting. No matter how diligent we may have been, we all have much to repent for. We allowed this law to stand for nearly 50 years. We became content, at ease with the murder of the unborn. One out of six of those over 60,000,000 million dead babies began life in the womb of a professing evangelical. The church of Jesus Christ has the blood of 10,000,000 of our own babies on our hands.

2. Giving thanks. Our repentance doesn’t preclude our joy over this change. That joy, however, must be grounded in gratitude rather than pride. This deliverance is God’s doing. Of course all things are God’s doing, but sometimes He makes it more obvious. That He would use a crass, self-interested, crude man, President Trump, and a spineless, oily lickspittle, Mitch McConnell, to get this done ought to make it clear that we are not the heroes of the story. God is always worthy to be praised.

3. Getting to work. We allowed this Roe v. Wade monstrosity to stay in place for nearly fifty years because we were content. Those states with trigger laws already in place (who previously passed legislation outlawing abortion in the event that Roe v. Wade was overturned) are ahead of the game, but can easily and quickly fall behind. Those states that can outlaw abortion must do so today. Those where abortion will continue, albeit without federal protection, are where we must labor most diligently. It is all too easy to let the blue states alone in their folly. Which means it is all too easy to forget that it is the babies who are the victims.

4. Loving children. I have long argued that the heathen will not murder their children when believers start believing children are a blessing from the Lord (Psalm 127). There is a great gap between poisoning or barricading a womb to try to keep it empty and murdering a baby that is already there. There is, however, overlap. In both instances the parents do not want a baby. Believers, like our neighbors, are prone to worship convenience, even if we’re not willing to sacrifice babies to it.

5. Believing and proclaiming the gospel. While we are engaged in a spiritual war with the forces of death, we remember that every one of us once served in that evil army. We were “defeated” by our Enemy who died for us. Our calling is to love our enemies enough to tell them of His great work for us. We are not better than the baby killers. We are beggars telling other beggars where to find bread.

As is always the case, these five callings were our calling before Roe was overturned, while Roe was in force and before Roe was ruled. They are our calling at all times and in all places. May we be found faithful.

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Prosecuting Murderous Moms

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Some Don’t Like It Hot

I get that people are not carbon copies of each other. I don’t even dislike those who take a different perspective. But I am not among those who like it hot. I like it cold. As I write we are in the midst of an early heat wave in northern Indiana. Record temps today and tomorrow, both in the high 90’s. And technically speaking, as I write it isn’t even summer yet. The blessing of living in norther Indiana is that while they may be intense, any heatwave will more resemble a heat ripple. That is, they don’t last long.

That some people could enjoy this is beyond me, but I suspect those same people feel the same about me. What annoys me, though I confess to enjoying to one degree or another, three of the four seasons, are those who insist they like them all the same. Had these people been a part of the Corinthian church you wouldn’t find them claiming allegiance to the Paul party, the Apollos faction or the Peter alliance but would have looked down on them all saying, “We are of Jesus.” “I like them all the same” is just too pious to be true.

In case, however, any of you are on the fence, consider these truths. First, the heat is draining. The cold is bracing. Second, the heat destroys ice cream. The cold protects ice cream. Third, the heat creates a miserably sweltering Independence Day. The cold creates a white Christmas. In the heat you cannot build an ice but in the cold you can build a fire.

My desire is that I would learn to give thanks in all things. The same Father who blesses with snow is the one sending the heat. And He only gives good gifts. But I find myself thinking the one good thing about the heat is that it makes the cold that much more sweet when it comes.

My ancestors lived in the north Atlantic, on the British Isles. I have the tender skin that comes with that territory. The skin on the top of my head must go without the protection of actual hair. Heat and sun are dangerous to me. For others, the thin blooded whose ancestors lived closer to the tropics, heat is what keeps them going strong. That said, technology backs me up as well. It’s true that when it is hot out one can come inside to the air conditioning. It is likewise true that when it is cold we can come inside to the heat. If your genetics, or circumstances put you somewhere in between, I invite you to join the some who like it cold. Go against the flow. In the coming days of the hot, look with me to the distant, but coming, days of the cold. Count down the days to the coziness of early gloaming, warm fires and well-worn sweaters. Let us show our warmth when the days come to give a warm welcome to Jack Frost, Ice Miser and Yukon Cornelius.

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That 70s Kid, Candy Lane; Pragmatic Principle

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